Today is one of those days when you think the world has no more SHIT to throw at you ... IT DOES. It still has that extra load piled up, ready, and aiming directly at your face.
Today is one of those days that the world can go an fuck itself. Twice.
Today is one of those days, so common lately, when Medschool seems like such a big mistake.
Today is one of those days when what I need the most is a hug. When I really don't want to hear what you think, I just want and need, desperately need, some empathy. Someone to tell me that "Yeah, fuck them. Fuck them all. You are right. Screw them".
I don't need my own father to tell me that maybe its ME who is the problem. That maybe its MY attitude, and MY behavior the cause of this all. That my career is not of "bureaucracy", but of "the people".
REALLY? When the fuck have you seen me treat a patient? When the fuck have you seen what I do? Do you even have an idea of what it is that I do? Why is supposed to be inherent in a doctor to be selfless and just take the shit and say nothing.
I am a regular person. I respond to people screaming at me. I cry. I get pissed. I feel bad.
Sorry dad. Stoicism is not in me. That is your strength. Not mine.
Saben que. Hoy si. CHINGUENSE TODOS.
