Monday, February 1, 2010

COUNTDOWN: 365 days

So, Im a doctor.
Finally.

Eleven semesters after those boring biochemistry classes of which I remember nothing, I'm done.

I’ve been waiting for this day for so long. I've been dreading for this day, long enough. I’ve worked my ass off in med school. I’ve spent the last 5 and a half years trying learn how to be a good doctor. I’ve studied for unreasonable numbers of hours, I’ve put myself through mental and physical torture, and I’ve made countless sacrifices.

I haven't been so scared in my life.

Why do I feel so unready.

When the heck did this happen.

How can I make it stop?