We lost 2 patients in one day, 15 minutes one from the other.

Then the next day, another one

and we have one more, invasive fungal sinusitis ... no white count whatsoever... 2nd failed BMT ... its like dead man walking ... he is doomed. No mater how much antifungal we tank him up with, he still needs his whites to fight the damn fungi out of his system.

I have been here for 4 weeks and already 6 patients have died in the unit.

Onc is tough, and frustrating. Its making me feel like the damn Angel of Death.